Life in Japan

とっても久しぶりの日記。

マンチェスター最後の一ヶ月くらいから今にいたるまで色々な事がありましたが、 そのときそこにいる人たちとの時間を大切にしていたら、

こんなにも長い時間日記を怠る結果に。

今は来年９月入学を目標に本格的に動きだし、

仕事も探し、イラストの練習もし、展示のオファーもいただけたりと、

なんやかんややることてんこ盛りです。

ちょうど1ヶ月前にFCEのテストを受けた事が夢のよう。。。まだ一ヶ月か。

もっとすごい時間がたった気がする。

とにもかくにも、日本での生活に徐々にエンジンもかかってきたので、

ネガティブになりすぎず、千葉の田舎でひっそりこっそり頑張ろうと思います。

It’s been a age to write diary since I written last time.

There were many things least of a month in Manchester and Germany but I just tried to enjoy the time and the people who I was with at each time. So I couldn’t update this blog I soppose.

Now I just started doing lots of things : planing to enter an university in the UK, studying for IELTS, going to an English school, looking for an assistant job at an art gallery, making art work for the exhibition which was offered from the gallery where I had an exhibition last year, practicing to draw illustrations for job, and meeting many friends.

It seems a dream that I took FCE exam just exactly a month ago.

I feel it’s such a long time ago like over half a year.

Actually, after I came back to Japan, I’m in the unstable psychological. I’ve been with an uneasy conscience and a feeling of scared. Of course I’m happy with recent situation around me, however, It could be said everything is not sure and I can’t talk about my negative feeling to anybody as everything was my own decision.

Well, I’m getting used to living here so I’ll try not to be pessimistic, do my best here in my hometown even though there is absolutely nothing since here is too much country side.