insomnia

I have been sleeping rather badly in these couple of weeks. I suppose the major reason might be I started to worried about my life in the UK. If only someone I really trust, like my parents told me everything would be fine and I could do everything well, I'd feel much better. However, in this moment most people around me have been worried about me or totally felt happy about I'm going to the UK again. Of course, I'm really excited about moving on my life to next stage, but it is obvious that it's impossible to just be stimulated without being worried about anything, especially about English.

I feel like I have TWO myselves -one of them is truly optimistic, and another is giving me so many possible issues in London every moment. They're arguing all the time which makes me uncomfortable and unable to fall asleep. I strangely believe that everyone would be getting in this emotional unstable condition if they got themselves into like my situation. Thus, my way of feeling and thinking is very natural so that just being strong and confidence as usual.