Fantasy is coming true

I attended a lecture meeting for preparing for going abroad today. They gave me a lot of information whatever I have already known or not, though that lecture meeting made my plan to go abroad more realistic.

I know that I'm going to the UK in about a month, but just can't feel as if it's real because everything will be completely changed.

So it was a good opportunity to start to think of detail things such as how big luggage I can check at the counter at an airport and bring as a hand luggage on a plane, I need to get my bank certification until the date of departure, or so.

I also know that it is not the goal to get an acceptance from an university or visa. This is just the beginning. My life's new stage will start in London, study hardly to pass the exam which is a condition to enroll the MA course, extend the visa, then finally I can start the MA degree which is also other new step of my life.

Finally, what I've already known is that my English is truly not good enough. My way of speaking English might be like as if a baby is trying to say something. For this, I feel I'm so stupid because this 'baby' is planing to enroll the MA course! Such an idiot. However, this is my life so I guess anyone doesn't care how foolish I am.